Sarcastic Narcissist

Hello.
I r b Sarcastic Narcissist.
I be 18, fool.
Turning 19 in July.  (Woo, legal!)

I guess I saw a bunch of these blogs written by those who are depressed, or are bipolar, etc, etc and decided to start my own. Of course, I’d prefer to hide away from anyone with a psychiatry background, rather than have them tell me what’s really wrong. Besides, it’s the general consensus that whatever is wrong with me, is just something I’m making up, and that I’m not entirely depressed or anything.

In 2007, I attempted suicide, which landed me in the hospital, a couple of trips to the shrink, group therapy, and a lovely prescription for citalopram. (Ever been on it? Yeah, it sucks. Hope you never have to take it.)

Where I stand currently, no shrinks, no group, no meds. I’m probably doing better now without those things, except I suffer from the inability to get over self injury, and experience what I think resembles frequent panic attacks. However, an ER doctor recently told me he figured I’d be fine if I just took ownership for my issues, and that he wasn’t going to insult me by giving me medication.

So that’s where I stand. Just your average 18 year old female, somehow trying to figure things out.