Sometimes, summer is a jerk.
I mean, don’t get me wrong. Usually, I love summer. I mean, warm weather, getting to go to the beach, ice cream — it’s all good. But what I hate is during the first few weeks of it, when it starts getting like really, really warm how it makes you extremely tired and exhausted if you’re out in the sun too long. Well, it could just be me that it happens to I’m not really sure. I mean, I’m not exactly used to being outside at all during the summer. Basically, ever summer since pssh, I was 14 or so, I’ve spent a good 80% of it inside with the A/C on the computer up in my bedroom. So I’m not really used to it, because now it’s like I’m going out everyday.
I just need a couple more days to get myself used to it again, and I’m sure that I’ll be fine. Who knows, I might even get a tan. But for now, it definitely sucks. I need to get out more and do some walking or biking and stuff. I’m starting to get up in the weight range that I don’t like. (I know, I’m an idiot. 5′9 and hates it when I’m over 120). But right now I’m sitting at about an average of 123. I don’t want to go starving myself or anything stupid I’d used to do, because I know how quickly and easily it is to fall back into something like that. I guess I just need to get out and exercise more. I just lack the motivation, really. I don’t know how many times I told myself I was going to start up doing yoga and pilates again, and never did. Bleh, I guess I need to find a way to motivate myself, and keep myself motivated.
So that pretty much leaves me where I am now. Exhausted and tired like you’ve no idea, but just fighting the urge because if I sleep now I’ll be up all night, which I don’t really want. S’hard enough to get to sleep when it’s always so warm at night. Heh. Can you tell I miss living at home where the upstairs area where all the bedrooms were, was air conditioned. Bleh, I sound so spoiled or something — but trust me, I really, really wasn’t.
And that’s pretty much all I can think to come up with for now. I’m sure I’ll have more to talk about later.
